选择

刚刚突然和一位朋友聊天。。。好像两个老人在讲道理XD自己突然好像对梦想有很多看法。。。哈哈

不过聊到挺有意思的。。。说到人生中所要面对的要做的选择。。。

我知道自己现在要的是自己的梦想。。。因为这梦不是说追就追得。。。

虽然说每当你做了一个决定就会伤害到另一方。。。可是。。。还是要选。。。

梦想。。。或许不实际。。。不是说有梦想就会成功可是至少追求自己想要的会让自己开心又不需要担心别人不开心。。。追求自己的梦想会让人有种说不出的满足感！！！

感情事真的有点累想放一边先。。。当然这样就不要渴望别人会等你。。。所以说做任何事都不要后悔因为当你做了选择就别再回头了。。。

THURSDAY....wat can i say....

wat a thursday...alot feeling today....
i was very very good mood today...nth special happen but jus in got mood but it change...after i start to do my assignment AGAIN><''
my mood change to....MARAH...PUTUS HARAPAN...hah feel like wanna jump down from 21 floor....
thn ...nite after go rehersal...i meet a NEW MALAYSIA ARTIST ...i jus knw tat we gonna backup him for a showcase...it a new thg in my dance life...hope this thg gonna help us 'RUFFNECKZ' go further more...
bring us to another level stage although we jus back up...hmmmm...
i knw wat i wan nw in my life...i jus hope i can done well in my study and dance nw...so nw i don feel like start again with u...i'm nt sure if i still in luv with u but...i jus nw wat i wan for my self nw...i knw it nt fair to u nw...jus hope u can enjoy ur life as well...
GOOD NITEZZZZZZ WORLDDDD...XD

CONFUSED!!><''!!

I THINK I'M A BAD GUY....SERIOUS SHIT I'M A BAD GUY...

Hmmm...sumtime i still thinking wat i wan from u cox really confused bout my feeling...

i wanna knw wat the real reason tat make me wan u stay with me...am i jus cox of DD...??!!

sumtime i think i jus wan tat but the feeling jus make me confused....arghhhhh...

who can tell me ...???Fxxx I HATE me XD

DREAM??LOVE??

i think every1 shud hv same prob here...
every1 shud hv their own DREAM but sumtime LOVE aggaints their dream...so...u must make the choice...
of cox after u make a choice ... u will lose sumthg thn important in ur life no matter it ur DREAM/ LOVE ...
it will hurt u so BAD!!!and tat time u sure will regret with ur choice but same thg will happen no matter wat ur choice...
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nw i was comf with my dream everythg seem like very good...my dance getting better and better...
my relation...last time i really messup gaogao!!><but nw it olso getting better...we can start it all over again....
i jus hope the1 i love will nvr aggaint with my dream...XD cox i don wan lose anythg important in my LIFE!!!
I JUST LOVE ALL...

before this u just say he is a fren??o.O...are u stillsure bout tat...seriously i'm jealous...but in the same time i olso happy cox can see u happy...sum1 tat can make u feel better ...sum1 can alway be with u alway take care good of u...wat u hink bout tat???i wanna knw...

19bday....

HOHOHO!!!THIS YEAR BDAY KINDA FUN...I GOT ALOT PPL GV ME SUPRISE...HEHE RUFFNECKZ FAMILY+KK FREN THEY JUS SO NICE...I LIKE THE WATCH...PUMA BABE!!!THX FOR ALL WISH TOO....
but i olso get another suprise on my bday and honestly it really piss me off...U...i knw it my fault but i try to settle it but u don wn u say u cant control...okeh!!fine so jus let it be or i shud let u go???
*pls tell me wat is the best for u*i'll so it for u...
after i sad sad marah marah i go home oioi than i feel better after wake hehe....i go steamboat with my hse mates they BELANJA me hehe so good...and the buy me a new bottle i jus need it....COOL!!!
It end of the day...my special day olso go away so everythg back to normal...i'm nt the king of the day ady :( kehkeh....  

3th Sam start...

skip the st week of the sam and back to coll at the second week...

for the st tot jus wanna go slow but nw i think i need push harder...

still CHILL like nwday sure GG!!!arghhh...gonna push my self abit hope can handle it...

everythg seem bored this sam cox all my sub din hv muc student and i was KICK OUT from my GEENG!!!!

i cant join em in class ady cox diff course...haizzz SAD CASE...

JUS ENJOY MY TEA TIME WITH EM...THEY STILL SAME PATTERN...ALOT PATTERN...HEHE...

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***seem like getting better***i miss u

i still enjoy with my life nw...dance dance dance...everyday do wat i like...and hopefully can get my baby fast fast fast....HTC DESIRE HD!!!!!!!!i sudah jatuh bankrup cox wan save $$$ for u baby!!!