到底是对还是错？？

拒绝了朋友参加ABG不知道是不是对的决定。。。
为了你我想了很多就是因为我尊重你所以有什么我都会想和你商量想知道你到底介不介意。。。可惜。。。
好！算！我拒绝了。。。满脑都想着要进步。。。我不知道你在想什么可是我们停在这程度都有好一段时间了。。。现在都是为了钱才跳舞不是为了进步而跳了。。。那感觉慢慢不见了。。。所以我要尽快自己加油自己去学多点。。。找回我的感觉。。。

最近你搞什么无聊东西的。。不是说不支持可是我真的觉得如果那么忙还要用那么多钱大家又不是很得空。。。没必要咯。。。还是这是你现在想走的路线了？

这种生活我真的接受不到。弄到自己很烦很烦啊。。。啊啊啊！！！！！
救命啊！！！！

Im TOTALLY lost!!!I DONO WHR CAN I SHARE THIS SHIT ADY

ohh goshhh...helpme!!!!damn it...serious shit...fml...
well...today 1march2012...sudd mr.B ask me wether wanna join em go for a comp...at the first place i was really interested cox i knw i really can improve my self in dance skill...but thn everythg nt really smooth i need to talk to my 'daddy' st...hmmm i discuss with him wat i wan....althought he say jus go ahead wat lah he don mind lah i can feel he don really like it ..well it actually ady in my expectation.
after tat mr.B asking me again he say daddy say let me choose...WAHHHHHH...let me choose??!!
do u knw how pressure is tat actually...i wanna knw r u mind ...cox if u mind thn i jus won join it fuck it...haiz...
so damn susah lah this all kind relation...aiyooo...nw i serious dono wat to do wat to choose ady...i knw the answer later comfirm will cause WARRR  de...i hate this fucking hate this...damn it....

GOD IF U HEAR ME PLS TEACH ME WAT TO DO...T.T